Saturday 14 September 2013
Tuesday 10 September 2013
Tuesday 30 July 2013
Sunday 28 July 2013
过去的不再回来，回来的不再完美
你还在坚持什么？这不是你想要的吗？做回自己了又怎样？你吃什么醋？你在怀疑什么？不是对我的心已经死了吗？你吃别人的醋难道你对我还有这么一点点的爱？还是你真的放不下？痛过了，才成长。这不是你说的吗？我痛过了，想通了，成长了。我已经找到我自己了，难道还要被你控制吗？我不想和你说这些只是我还把握朋友的机会。
希望你会明白：
「过去的不再回来，回来的不再美好」
我已经是我，我想要有我的空间。我和谁一起玩你都会给我酸酸的感觉。
我都是和你学来的，你可以随便找一个女生玩信息甚至暧昧关系。我也可以，只是看我要不要而已。
当我对你死心了，你再也得不到我的真心。就算你之前对我死心了，我再也得不到你的真心一样。你要知道，我之前在那么多人面前放下自己的自尊和你挽回给我一个解释的机会，你当时就拒绝了我，一点面子也不留。你想想看我是多么的羞耻。需要多大的勇气...
现在你自由，你要和哪一个女孩暧昧我也无所谓。因为和你在一起的时候你已经和很多女孩信息了。我不知道你们什么关系，还是算了。往事不提。
你我都有各自想要的生活，你是否管多了？
我想说，我过得快乐。没烦恼。不需要花费时间想那么多。
Monday 24 June 2013
How to Cope With Emotional Pain
- Don't try to cure what is normal. Temporary emotional pain is caused by any number of events: death of a loved one, a breakup, thoughtlessness or cruelty on the part of others. When you're hurting because of any of the above, accept that it's normal to feel hurt or angry for a short time. Let's face it: if a loved one dies, only a very cold person would be unaffected by it. If you love someone and that person dumps you, it's natural to feel hurt. These things are normal. Trying to cure what is normal is pointless. Expect to feel pain for a while - it's normal.
- There's a statement that goes something like, 'If you get (enter mad, hurt, insulted, offended, etc., here)it's your fault.' That's just not true. That suggests that people don't love, or bond, or trust, or invest emotions. If you have emotional pain, there's a reason for it.
- Don't pretend you don't feel it. The pain is real. You have to address it, or you will never get beyond it. Don't try to rush through this season of pain. Even though all you can really think about is ending the pain, the truth is that just allowing yourself the feelings is important. Masking your pain when you're trying to work or just get through each day may be necessary to a point, but make sure to allow yourself some "me-time" - some time to allow yourself to really feel all of the feelings you are having, rather than just suppressing and denying them.
- Identify all of your feelings. Are you just heartbroken? Or are you angry, too? Maybe just the tiniest bit relieved - which is also making you feel guilty? Do you feel betrayed? Insecure? Afraid? Giving some thought to exactly how you are feeling can be very helpful in processing all of your emotions in the wake of a traumatic orlife-changing event.
- Endure it. Things that cannot be cured must be endured. It sounds obvious, but sometimes, thinking of emotional pain as if it were physical pain can be very helpful. Think of your broken heart just as if it were your arm that is broken instead. A broken arm takes time to heal, and it hurts like crazy just after it's broken, even after it's been set and casted. A few days later, it doesn't hurt so much. But weeks or even months later, if you bump or jar it, that pain can come roaring back to life with a vengeance. You baby it a little, take care not to aggravate it, and eventually, it's stronger where it was broken than it was before. You have no choice - you can't cut off the arm. That won't make it hurt any less. You just have to endure it while it heals.
- Talk to someone. There are times when it seems that the hurt you feel inside is just too deep to talk about. You feel like no one could understand. Or maybe you worry because your loved ones didn't share your feelings about whatever it is that's hurting you. Maybe they didn't care for your boyfriend, whom you just broke up with, or they didn't know your friend, who passed away. You may be right - they may not totally understand. But right now, it isn't being understood that you need. It's compassion. Your family and friends love you. They see you hurting and want to help. Sometimes, if you will just try to talk out your feelings, say something about what hurts, it can help start your healing. Letting someone put his or her arm around you and hearing them say, "It's going to be okay" may not seem that helpful, but it really is, because it helps you feel you're not totally alone. Realizing that someone wants to be there for you will help.
- Don't let anyone tell you that your feelings aren't real. They are real, significant, and important. And, they're your feelings. Feeling alone doesn't mean there is no one around. Feeling sad doesn't mean you'll never be happy. Feel your feelings, think your thoughts, but realize they're just feelings and thoughts.
- Get your mind off yourself and how bad you feel. You have the right to feel sorry for yourself - for 10 minutes. Then move on. No exceptions. Go out with friends. Tell yourself that you will not talk about your pain for more than a few minutes - you will not bring down the activity by wallowing in it. Don't let your friends walk on egg shells around you just because you've been traumatized. You still need to live. Distract yourself by just forgetting it for a little while. If you're grieving a death, or heartbroken over a breakup, especially, giving yourself a little time to just be without obsessing on the event that hurts will help you to heal and move past it. That's not to say that you just forget about it and move on - no. It's only to say that even grief needs to take a breather. Give your weary heart a little respite, and let it mend with the love and lightness of heart that comes from being with friends, or doing something that brings you pleasure. There will be time to cry again, but not just now.
- Allow time to heal. This is part of just enduring. You will need to muster up the patienceto allow healing to commence. There isn't any substitute for just ... waiting. Time requires one thing: that you allow it to pass. Getting past emotional pain requires a grieving process, which takes time.
- Don't let your pain define you. Remember you are greater than this hard time, you have a past and a future. You have awareness and creativity. This was a single episode which will soon pass.
- Write a letter. Writing down your feelings can help you to sort them out. It can help more if you use positive "I messages" instead of negative ones. If you don't write, talk about your feelings with someone close or a therapist. Don't justify them, just talk about them, get them out, and listen to what you say.
- Stay away from statements that blame you or others. Take responsibility for your actions, and your part of whatever went wrong, but do not indulge in blaming. The question of "And whose fault is/was that?" does not apply.
- Develop a learning orientation. Life hands you difficulties so you can learn from them. People who have really easy lives fall apart when bad things happen because they have never learned how to cope or let things roll off their backs. Everything, even very painful times, can be used to learn better coping skills and to develop wisdom and perspective about life that will help you deal with many difficulties in the future. Whatever doesn't destroy you can serve to make you stronger.
- Make a 'Thankfulness List'. Write down what you are thankful for, even basic things like having clothes and a warm place to sleep, then moving to people who care for you, and good things in your life. Being thankful is naturally healing and will balance out any trauma over time.
- If the pain is lasting more than a week or so, or you've lost hope or you're thinking of suicide, you're either suppressing your pain or you have deeper unresolved issues that you need to complete. The strategies above are healthy ways to deal with emotional pain. Often as kids, we didn't use these strategies and instead incorporate the pain into our character, our subconscious. Said another way, when we're young, it's easy to let emotional pain define you. Often this needs to be undone, teased apart and handled in a healthy manner for us to be free. If a current incident upsets you too much or for too long, or your whole life is colored by a negative outlook, consider getting some help to unearth, re-examine and complete a prior incident.
How to Get Back at a Guy for Hurting You
- Cry. Let out your sadness. Go on, let it out and get it over and done with. Cry a river if you must but let it out early and in big lots, so that you get this part out of the way. Big girls do cry if they want to and it is nature's blessed way of letting out emotional pain. Once released, exhaustion sets in and you can sleep yourself through some of that pain, as the sleep helps mend your broken heart.
- Start learning to ignore that heartless, mean-spirited male who broke your heart. If he comes to your locker, car, work, etc., ignore him. Do not engage in conversation of any kind and if he asks for his stuff back, throw the box out of the front door without so much as a sniffle, let alone a comment. And avoid making eye contact (unless you've perfected the evil stare), don't smile, or even look at him. Look aloof and haughty and like you've already moved well on from him and his nonsense. Note: Have a close group of friends make sure that you don't talk to him or anything.
- Get your life back. Enroll in that course that interests you, start jogging, buy a dog, clear out the wardrobe and renew it. Do whatever feels right now, at this stage in your life. And start viewing it as a new stage in your life and get on with it.
- See him as a lesson rather than viewing yourself as a victim. If you carry on as a victim, you will remain overwhelmed by nostalgia and "what if's" and that's a plain waste of life. Instead, place him and his hurting behavior in the basket of lessons learned and remember what he did every time you seem to be falling for the same type of guy again or find yourself making decisions that don't gel with your personal principles and sense of self-respect. Mr Hurty Guy becomes Mr Big Lesson to guide future choices by.
Thursday 28 March 2013
四月来临 ♥
最新的我❣
其实我们什么都不要求，这样活得更快乐
四月即将来临，恐怕不能上blog更新，所以提早了
有时候我们会突然乱想了，能控制的只有保持微笑，自然就会好起来了ヅ
即将离开家人，朋友。我舍不得但是还是要走出这个家
当家人正式给我离开的时候，我又不舍
感谢美好的家人，我爱大家
N年后，我会回来的(っ◕‿◕)っ ♥
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